15 years ago yesterday (yes, I'm a day late and a dollar short) I moved to this state of California. I remember that day like it was...well...yesterday. I was young, scared, and heartbroken. I packed everything I could in two suitcases, had a $100 cash, got dropped off at the airport and headed into the unknown. I'm pretty sure it was a memorable day for the guy that sat next to me on the plane. I doubt he'll ever forget the crazy young woman who cried for over an hour, stared out the window and refused to speak. Hey dude, if you're reading this...I'm doing great now!
April 15 has become a day I celebrate and mourn each year. I take some time to reflect and think about a lot of what if's. This year however, I celebrated it by having a very special photo shoot. I didn't exactly plan it this way but it worked out perfectly. I've always been a bit of a control freak and a reserved person (unless there's vodka). I've also relied heavily on what others think. So stepping out of my comfort zone, letting my sexy shine, embracing me and giving up control was no easy task. I like to think I did well at it and if the pictures prove anything - I did. I've had body image issues all my life but to look at these pictures, all I can say is DAMN! Is this really me?
The photographer is amazing and I am thrilled to be photographed by her. I intend to continue modeling with her. I may be the one paying but it's worth every reasonable penny. I've never felt so beautiful, sexy, powerful or accepted - to mention only a few key words. Life is grand and beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Love yourself and embrace all that life hands you. It's all part of what gets you to where you are going.
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